How Terrible for the Family!

If this is love
I don't think I've ever been so far
This is the beginning of bad thoughts
And wars on the insides

As I sit and contemplate
Looking down at my suit case
My ragged clothes all batched
Some part just wants to run

But I live here
I breathe here, now
I can't run away and live like life
There is no place for me

Again with this endeavour
I don't know where I am
I'm not sure where I'm safe
Where do I go