I Just Can't Believe You're...

Is it everything to feel sad about?
When your death becomes my good mournings
Oh how grave! This, my mind I'm sleeping in
I don't want to wake to knowing you, where you are

Are you really, truly gone?
Because no one tells me better than your missing face
I want your voice to answer mine
Though I know I won't hear it

Terrible! How tragic! How lost!
Is your love for my hands
When flashes of your favourite colours bury me
You bury me in my casket, your signals

If it's everywhere I go
Why now should I despair?
Then in all actuality, you're all around me
Just not in the ways that I want

But that's the decision I've made
If my life is in fragile hands
Then so is yours, life in the sky
I'll find you in the tidal clouds one day

So then, this funeral for my friend
Can't exit lights with such disdain
Eulogies with rising tears, not of depression
But of absolute assurance