There Goes My...

I think it's easy enough to say
That time is falling short enough on me
That there's not enough of it to owe you back
All the apologies that need to be found

Lessons learned and melancholy aside
It's every right in you to just leave me behind
Since failure knows my name, and being a friend is no longer simple
Then maybe I just don't deserve something like this

And so as every emotion poured out stirs itself over
And every thought of war waged inside is lost
Keeping secrets has creeped in on me
Now every sad song is my best friend

But stubbornness just revolves around me
Does it not show that things haven't changed for me
It's not you falling, but me failing, closing my eyes
And I'll sing this song of mistrust for the first time