Pain Blinks

The average freedom can't get the feeling straight
Tremble through the alleyway in every direction
Comes a shadow of man he screams the curse at you
It's not you in the darkness, it's me

Days fall to pieces to never pick up
And it's liable of me to say that I'm no alright
But lately it's been crashing down on me so hard
Every wave and piece of unreason comes down on my head

And I'm so scared that transition will enter
Fading in and bleeding into the next hour of new day
Will tomorrow fail me again, back to where I go
No, I don't want to be afraid no more

Terrible, tragic and hopeless today my lips shall scream
Creeping beneath my feet, every word that I scream
Why should I listen to nothing that works
Because He is here with me, and I can not lose