Honestly, I'm Not at Peace

If honesty was my simple word
Then here is the "what-I-have-lefts"
Peace has disappeared in me
With you and your paramour

My eyes are wide awake
But will soon sink away
As your love becomes a game
Played again with a bleeding knee

You say you have something
That leaves you unimpressed
Then why didn't you come close
And tell the words I should hear

This isn't home
This is my hole
You've thrown your wallets at me
But I just want you changed